The Life & Times of my Little Fam!

Inspiration!

2011-02-22T10:31:00.000-08:00

I had a bit of a slow time this morning at work and I got on the web to read blogs. Immediately I went to my sisters blog (Adri). I know she always updates her blog and her stories make me laugh. So this post is dedicated to my ever diligent sister...Adri! Thanks for being my inspiration.

I haven't posted since Thanksgiving and you can't even really call that a post. I went back and reread it, and honestly I just sound pissed off. I began to think of what I could have been struggling with that would make me so short in emotion and thought...my conclusion....DRAMA.

The holidays are always hectic with 3 kids that I split with an ex and an immediate family of 22, but throw in a boyfriend and his family (which are split due to divorce) and the word "Hectic" takes on new meaning. Needless to say, everything worked out and the Holidays were nice. For the first time in many years, the kids and I did not have Christmas morning at my mom and dad's. This year Chris and I got to enjoy Christmas morning with the kids at his house in Grantsville. It was a first for Chris obviously (he has no children). But he took to it like a duck to water and it was nice to be able to share such an intimate experience with him.

The Holiday Season can be a hard time emotionally and mentally for a lot of people and without naming any names....I think that is where my emotions are coming from on my last post. I was not depressed or upset but several people around me were having a hard time and in turn it was directly effecting me. Some people made things incredibly difficult while others let those people effect them so much it was absurd. If next year is going to be that difficult for those people again....I may rethink with who and where I spend the holidays for 2011. That sounds cold hearted and insensitive but it's true which leads me to my next thought....

Life is full of challenges, lessons, shortcomings, unfairness and crap. At times it's hard to look at the bright side and press forward. I have posted my feelings and emotions on my divorce...it was really hard. I wouldn't wish even the friendliest, drama free divorce on anybody. It does things to you emotionally,mentally and physically that you couldn't possibly understand until you go through it. It took a long time to feel better about it and I am still not 100% (I don't think you ever are 100% after divorce.) But you can move forward and become a better person/partner. I gave so much of myself in my marriage that I lost who I was. Well, after the Holiday Season Drama...I decided 2011 was about me moving forward, moving on and taking charge. It has taken me almost 3 years to climb out of a negative marriage and find myself again.

I went from being a stay at home mom making no money to being the breadwinner while holding down a very demanding job (which I am very proud of.) I went from putting everything I had into making my partner happy, to making sure I was happy first (how can you make anybody else happy if you aren't happy yourself?)

Bottom line: 2011 is my year. It is about being the best mom I can be to my kids. If you aren't moving forward, you may as well be moving backwards. So I intend to move forward, progress and live! Be happy and healthy. Nurture my relationship with my kids. Let the people in my life know I love them and I am there for them. It's about being honest with other people while staying true to myself first. If you aren't moving forward with me..then you will be left behind and as sad as that may be, I am not scared to leave you waiting in the wings if it means it's going to better mine and my kids life.

I am speaking in generalities and not specifically to anybody so please don't take this personally.

Life is short. Make it count.

Happy Thanksgiving!

2010-11-22T11:34:00.000-08:00

I don't really have much to say right now. Too many thoughts to articulate. Honestly, I don't want to do much talking at all just didn't want to leave Halloween up.

Almost Fall!

2010-09-14T08:35:00.000-07:00

It's almost my very favorite time of the year...Fall! I love the way the air feels crisp and clean and carries just the slightest hint of drying leaves. Nothing says fall like a hot cup of apple cider and the smell of cinnamon. Halloween has always been a favorite holiday in my family and if you have fallen victim to the pranks my family plays, you know what I am talking about. If you have not fallen victim, no worries, you could very well hear a strange knock on your window or have your power go off suddenly one night this fall. Just know we are out there...watching and waiting.

Summer 2010!

2010-08-12T11:05:00.001-07:00

So many wonderful things have happened in the last little while. Summer has been filled with many fun memories with the people I love the most. There has been some hard times as well (mainly heart surgery) but, as always the people who I love the most were right there by my side to offer comfort and support. I have taken many pictures but I post most of them on Facebook. There are too many to put post on a blog so I will post some of my favorite pics from Summer and summarize the event! Haha!

Heart Surgery 6/2/10..I had a Pacemaker put in to correct a slow heartbeat of only 30 beats a minute. It's now beating at an average 91 beats per minute. My family and Chris were right there by my side the whole time. Chris took care of me during an intense first 3 weeks of recovery! It has taken 8 weeks to start feeling better.

Camping @ Currant Creek!

Justin Bieber Concert with Ayana, Me, Audrey & Mikayla!

The Homestead with Chris's Mom and Sister over the July 24th Holiday Weekend!

Daughter/Mommy Date @ Lagoon!

I took Kelly's advice and took Mikayla and Ayana hiking to Cecret Lake!

Random fun times with my kids!

My adventures with Chris! I love that man! We have a fire almost every night, we have hiked Timpanogos Cave, we have gone rabbit hunting but mostly we just enjoy each others company and don't need to do much at all!

So...that's pretty much it in a nutshell! It has been a great summer so far. The wonder and awe in my kids eyes every time they experience something new makes it all worth it. I have enjoyed most of the summer....but BRING ON THE FALL!!!

Mother's Day 2010

2010-05-11T19:41:00.000-07:00

Mommy this post is for you because I know you don't Facebook!
Mother's Day was great this year. I felt like such a princess. My kids mean so much to me and I am grateful and blessed to have them in my life. Saturday night started off the festivities at Chris's dad house in Grantsville. He had a BBQ for all the Mom's in his life. The roses in the picture are from him. I woke up on Mother's Day morning to Chris saying "Happy Mother's Day" to me. We went to Brunch with his family and his mom gave me the bowl of goodies with the recipes for fun and simple snacks to bake with your kids. She gave me this really sweet card thanking me for being so good to her son.

Ayana made me the "Mom" card, necklace, homemade card and coupons I could use for chores and other things. My boys gave me kisses! My mom and dad gave me some much needed beauty products and a wonderful Scentsy room spray! Yay!!!

Chris gave me that beautiful ring!! He is so sweet to me. So different then what I am used to. He genuinely enjoys seeing and making me happy. The man I have children with didn't even acknowledge it was Mother's Day.

Anyway, I am truly blessed to be a Mom and be able to celebrate this Holiday with my children, the people that mean the most to me and especially my Mom.

My Mommy!

2010-05-07T08:39:00.000-07:00

This Sunday is Mother's Day! My mom is the best thing that has ever happened to me. When I was young, she cared for me. Changing diapers, feeding me, teaching me and loving me. My mom has been there for me through the good, the bad and the down right ugly! She never judges me, although she might not agree with the decisions I make or the way I do things. Mom always offers up the best advice and the best meals!

I have so many memories growing up, too many to put down. So to sum it up in general, the best memories I have are with my family. My mom was always the center of those memories, be it a vacation, wiping away tears the first time my heart was broken by a boy, or being to EVERY single performance or game or school function. Basically my mom is the most wonderful woman in the world. She is my friend, my confidant, my support system, my teacher, my everything!

I love her with all my heart and every ounce of my being. I will never be able to repay her for all the things she has done and continues to do for me and my children.

Mom, I love you! Please know that I could never articulate how I feel about you and all the wonderful things you do. I know I am not always the easiest child to deal with even at age 32, but know that I never meant to hurt you or cause you stress or worry. You are an incredible Mom and Nana and person! I hope we are able to celebrate many more Mother's Day's together!

Updated Pics #3

2010-04-22T15:19:00.000-07:00

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Easter 2010!

Updated Pics #2!

2010-04-22T15:14:00.000-07:00

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Me and Ayana!

Easter!

Kingston Shark Cake for his 2nd B-Day!

Update Pics and Info!

2010-04-22T15:01:00.000-07:00

A lot has happened since I last posted...as usual. The kids are getting big! They are such incredible kids and I love them to death! Instead of trying to blog about everything, I put a short one-liner below the pic to tell the tales!

Kingstons 2nd Birthday!

My boyfriend, Chris and I in Disneyland!

Road trip to Deer Valley!

Road Trip to Hill Air Force Base Museum!

2009-12-08T08:40:00.000-08:00

My moms beloved Sphynx "Good Knight Moses" aka Moses passed away suddenly last night. He loved his life partner "Cash", snuggling under blankets, heating vents and having his bum spanked. He hated bath time. Moses was an important part of our family and a wonderful cat. His personality is one that will not soon be forgotten and there will definately be a hole in our family. My heart goes out to my mom. She loved that cat as did we all. He was not only a pet to her but a companion she could count on to get loves from when feeling alone, a laugh when feeling blue and a smile to brighten her day. We love you Moses and will miss you!

The Holidays!

2009-11-24T15:24:00.000-08:00

This week is the start of the Holiday Season. This time of year holds a certain romanticism for me. However, its my first year in a long time that I don't have a spouse to share in those memories with. I am so very grateful for the people and things I do have in my life this year. The things I have learned and the trials that I have faced have been hard. It sounds cheesy, but I would much rather have loved Jesse and lost, then never to have experienced love with him at all. We have three beautiful kids and many happy memories together. I am so very blessed to have the support of my family and I look forward to creating new memories this Holiday Season (even without a spouse)!

2009-10-06T17:44:00.001-07:00

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Name Change~

2009-09-21T20:10:00.001-07:00

I haven't blogged in a long time. My divorce is final in one week. I decided to take back my maiden name when I filed for divorce. I thought about changing my blog title but couldn't come up with any ideas. So I am reaching out for some assistance. Please leave a comment with your suggestion. I would like to offer a prize to the winner but I am broke so recognition by name will have to do...Ha ha! But your suggestions none the less would be greatly appreciated. Here are some photos for inspiration.

My Family!

2009-07-19T20:31:00.000-07:00

Tonight as I sit here and think of something to blog about, I get choked up with love and sincere gratitude in my heart. Tears come to my eyes and I am completely taken over by emotion. My family never ceases to amaze me with the love and compassion they have for me. No matter how mean I am or how distant I can be at times, they continue to be there for me. At times I don't understand why they continue to do this. But I am so blessed that they do. Never in my life have I met or will meet better people. My family is my whole life and I love them with everything I have.
They are always there for me in my time of need. To laugh with, love me and pick me up when I am down. My previous post I talked about how hard divorce can be. Words can't even begin to describe how hard it is. But then you have this incredible group of people who would do anything to see you smile again. People who are there to help you through the hard times even if that means their needs come second to yours. This week every single member of my family has shown selflessness and helped me.
Dad and Aaron, Thank you for fixing the explorer, taking time and money to repair my car.
Adri and Brett, Thank you for being open to the idea of watching my boys so they don't have to go to a miserable daycare where I don't know what the hell is going on.
Zach and Kelly, Thank you for letting me drive Eleanor (08 Mustang) all week while my car was out of commission. I LOVED IT!
Audrey, What can I say, THANK YOU, you are such a good friend to talk to and help me through this hard time since you have been there. And THANK YOU for making such a risky decision with me.
Melissa, Thank you for calling me with a solution to the broken part on my car and even from miles away and tied up with your own issues, stopped what you were doing and expressed your love and concern for your bigger sister.
Mom, wow, where would I be without you and your love and friendship. Several times this week you have come to me while I was in tears, put your arms around me and cried with me. All while trying to console your hurting daughter. Sometimes even as adults, we need our parents to put their arms around us and tell us everything will be okay like when we were younger. I love you!
I love each and every one of my family members and stand amazed at the love we all share and how close we are. My siblings are truly my best friends and the coolest people I have ever met. That definitely says alot about our wonderful parents and how we were raised!

Blah Blah!

2009-07-11T19:59:00.000-07:00

I haven't blogged in a really long time. I guess nothing to exciting to blog about. Jesse and I are in the middle of a divorce. Never in my life did I think it would be this hard. The emotions you go through during a divorce are absolutely insane. One day you could be feeling great and the next day, the next minute you can feel completely alone. It's very stressful and it has been really hard for me. I had to quit watching Mikayla so I could go back to work full time and now my own kids go to a baby sitter. Where did everything go so wrong. This is not how I imagined my adult life. I know that in my heart I have made the best decision for me and my kids. But at the same time, its kicking my ass too.

My Babysitting Skills!

2009-04-22T15:22:00.001-07:00

For those of you who know me, I have babysat my niece Mikayla since she was four. She is like my own and she has truly grown on me over the years. I would be really upset if I was no longer able to have her everyday. Her eagerness to please and help out with the boys is a blessing and I love her to death.
With that being said, she occasionally has to be put on time out and we have tried several places. None have worked until now...

Just kidding! She found this spot on her own and she is never put in time out. Oh the cleverness of Kaykie!

Easter!

2009-04-12T18:57:00.000-07:00

Easter this year was a little different and difficult. Dad was out of town on business, Lulu is at school, Zach is on a road trip with his mustang, Kelly and her kids ate at her moms, Jesse wasn't here, and my kids only got to come for the Easter egg hunt. The Easter dinner table is usually crowded with food, laughter and alot of commotion.

This year, the table sat only 9 people compared to our usual 20. It was hard on my mom to have my dad gone. She commented several times that her and my dad have not spent an Easter away from each other in their 39 years of marriage. I know it was hard on her and my dad to be away from each other.

Besides so many family members missing from the dinner table this year, our family celebrated with the traditional Easter Egg Hunt for the kids that mom puts so much time and effort into. My sisters and mom made a yummy meal that at least the 9 of us got to sit and eat and laugh!

No matter how many empty chairs are at the table, there are "No Empty Chairs". We missed all our family members that couldn't with us today. But believe me when you read this, there is no other family as close as ours no matter how far apart we are. We love unconditionally, laugh, cry, joke, care and enjoy each other like no other family I have ever met. I am so very blessed to have such wonderful people in my life. Like my mom says,"Happy Purple Egg Day". Thanks mom for teaching me and my siblings that family is the most important thing in life.

Happy 1st Birthday Kingston!

2009-03-17T20:42:00.000-07:00

Kingston Zachary Griffin turns 1 on March 18, 2009. We had his party for him on St. Patricks Day because I will be out of town to see my baby sis. Kingston has such a loving personality. He is always smiling or sucking his two fingers. Nana so kindly gave him the nickname of "kinkle" and Uncle Aaron has recently given him the nickname "Wilbie" or "Wilbur" because Kingston has an ear piercing scream that he will let out when he is mad, wants something or is crying. You seriously have never heard anything like this before.

He is such a lover and is always wanting his Mama. I have been blessed with such a sweet boy and I am sad to think he is already a year old. Where does the time go? Happy Birthday to my sweet, handsome baby boy!

My Boys!

2009-02-06T20:50:00.001-08:00

My boys are so much fun to be around. Zeke has been a holy terror lately but, I love it and hate it at the same time. Kingston is definitely my little lover boy! He is always wanting to be held and snuggled. Although his ear piercing scream can be interesting. I love my boys and they are my Valentines this year.

February!

2009-02-01T21:22:00.000-08:00

February every year means a lot to me. February is Red Dress Month which is a foundation to help prevent and support women with Heart Disease. I was born with Pulmonary Stenosis. Pulmonary Stenosis is when oxygen-depleted blood is pumped through the pulmonary valve to the lungs to pick up oxygen. Normally the pulmonary valve has three leaflets. If these leaflets are malformed, the valve may become narrowed (stenotic) or leaky (insufficient) and can enlarge your heart. Depending on how severe it is you can have a hard time exercising or breathing. If you have a stenotic or insufficient pulmonary valve, you'll need to take antibiotics to prevent endocarditis which can cause an infection that will go to your heart and kill you. During pregnancy you'll likely handle it well if you have mild or moderate stenosis or regurgitation. If your lesion is severe, pregnancy may be higher risk, particularly if you have an artificial valve. Your cardiologist should be involved in your care during pregnancy and delivery.
My first Open Heart Surgery took place when I was 3. During that procedure they made two incisions in the valve to widen it. I had my second Open Heart Surgery when I was 26. My entire Pulmonary Valve was replaced with a Porcine Valve (aka Pig valve). At 26 I completely understood how serious and dangerous this surgery could be. They put you on a heart and lung machine which will continue to keep your heart pumping while they repair or replace your valve. This requires them to stop your heart, repair or replace and then restart your heart. There is always a chance that it will not restart. When I was three they had to use the defibrillators to restart my heart. During my surgery at 26 my heart started again when they took it off the machine. After I was "out of the woods" my surgeon told my mom that I was fine and recovering in ICU. Being a Mom, she asked if everything went okay and my surgeon very bluntly stated, "She did fine, yesterday I had a patient that is the same age as your daughter and had the same procedure done and we couldn't get her heart restarted and she passed away."
My cardiologist and I work closely to do check ups and make sure that the pig valve is functioning properly. I do have some leakage of the valve but it is not serious enough to replace at this time. Porcine valves don't have an expiration date on them and Doctors are unable to determine how long they hold up before needing to be replaced.
I share this with you all because many women, including me, support Breast Cancer Awareness. Yet few women realize that Heart Disease is the #1 killer in women. So take a few minutes this month to wear something red to show support for those women who are struggling with heart disease. Please take care of each other and take care of yourselves to prevent heart disease. Awareness and steps to prevention are your best bet that you won't have to deal with this terrible killer.

Shoes Shoes Shoes!

2009-01-18T21:59:00.000-08:00

So Zach and Kelly have sent me into a shoe fetish. I love shoes and used to buy them all the time. Then I had kids and that stopped. However, with my new relationship status and the first pair purchased for me, I now have three new pairs of shoes to love.
Saturday, Audrey and I went out for a GNO! We went to the Bohemian and I really enjoyed it. I liked the food and the ambiance was great too. Audrey ordered the Salmon Salad and I had the Steak Salad. YUM!
After dinner we went to see My Bloody Valentine 3D. I didn't like it, the dialogue was silly, even for a horror movie. But it was nice to go out and spend some time with Audie.

Now that's HOT!

2009-01-08T20:32:00.000-08:00

So, amongst all the holiday mayhem and Adri and Brett having our sweet little baby Jacob. I turned 31 on Dec. 29th and we celebrated on New Years Eve. Mom and Dad took me to dinner and I didn't even have to eat at Pei Wei! They also bought me a $20 gift card to Starbucks (which I didn't use all in one day mom). My Aunt Linda sent me $20 which bought me the Lady Gaga CD I have been wanting & a coffee at Starbucks! My sweet little brother gave me $10 which bought me two more coffees at Starbucks. My darling kids bought me a pair of pants. Adri & Brett gave me baby Jake (not literally). And Lulu and Audrey were there to celebrate the occasion and wish me Happy B-Day which was awesome. Zach and Kelly surprised me with a trip to the mall. I stood there in shock when Zach asked me where I shop for clothes for myself. Me shop...for clothes...for myself??? I can't remember the last time I purchased clothes for myself...oh wait yes I can...when I was pregnant with Zeke and that was at the maternity store....super fun. So after I asked Zach several times if he was serious, I struggled to come up with an answer. Finally he suggested Express. Trying to be a good sport I went along with this thinking silently to myself "I won't fit into the clothes at Express, he is nuts."

So off we went and I went in with doubt and walked out with a pair of pants (the skinny fit by the way) but I won't tell the size, and an awesome short sleeved sweater. Then Zach took me over to Bakers Shoes and yes ladies, HE picked out a pair of 5 inch high heels he thought would "make my outfit pop!" Only 11 days out from toe surgery and still wearing that awesome shoe they give you after surgery, I shoved my sore toe into a size 5 1/2 high heel.

New Years Eve night I wore my new outfit. The high heels didn't stay on very long due to the toe issue, for a while I hobbled along in one shoe because they are so cute. So to sum up an incredible birthday given to me by the people whom I love whole hearted, it was wonderful. Thank you everybody for everything you did for me and continue to do for me on a daily basis. I love each and every one of you. Now here is a picture of my new shoes!

What is that "thing" mom???

2008-12-23T21:53:00.000-08:00

With Love & Sincere Thanks!

2008-12-20T09:14:00.000-08:00

I just wanted to quickly comment on my post and the comments I have received. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all your kind words and encouragement. It means so much to me that you all care so much and took the time to write such sincere comments. It amazes me how the bond of women can be so strong. I know each of you are dealing with your own trials and tribulations and I appreciate your concern with mine. I love each of you and thank you again.

Keeping Up Appearances

2008-12-13T02:49:00.000-08:00

I know I will probably be scrutinized for posting this and some of you may even be appalled and find it odd that I would share something so...negative in a post. With that being said, I think that a blog is a way for people to share their lives and viewpoints with friends and family. Most of the time we find ourselves posting about birthdays, holidays and happy memories. And then there are some postings, not as common, that share our frustrations and struggles. Rarely do we ever post about the struggles in our marriages, struggles with finances or other issues that don't necessarily "keep up our appearance". Some say because it is none of anybodies business, well to each his own right.
Jesse and I separated three days ago, but I think Jesse left the marriage, in many ways, six months after we got married. I have tried everything to make my marriage work for my kids, even losing myself in the process. I have known and had a relationship with Jesse for 10 years. Jesse is a hard person to be a relationship with. He takes a lot and gives little back. For a long time I think I have always known that this day would come eventually. I was trying to hold out until my kids were 18...Kingston is 9 months. When we married, Jesse and I had the same goals and viewpoints. Today it's like I hardly know him anymore. Or maybe he has always been this way and I have turned a blind eye to it, not wanting to accept it. Holding out hope that he would stay on the straight and narrow. Don't get me wrong, Jesse can at times be a good husband. It never lasted long, just long enough for me to get my hopes up and to think he really cared and loved me. Then it would be right back to him putting his needs first and manipulating situations anywhere he could.
After many years I finally put my foot down. I can't take the crap he deals out anymore. I tried, tried and tried to make this work for our kids, but at what point does staying in a marriage become more destructive to your kids than divorce can be? I have struggled with that question many times. I struggled with that question three days ago. A wonderful woman quoted a very smart woman and I try to keep it close to the top of my thoughts, "When you have kids, you should only get a divorce when the spouse has committed any of the three A's: Adultery, Abuse and Addiction." Jesse at some point has committed not just one, but all three. So I ask again, at what point does staying in a marriage become more destructive to your kids than divorce can be? Did I make the right choice? All I can do is do what I think is right for the time and hope that it is the right choice. I don't really like to gamble with money, with this I feel like I am gambling with my children's futures. I know it takes two to tango and I am sure I contributed to the stress in some fashion. I feel terribly sad for my kids, they are so innocent and impressionable right now. I love them so much and want to be their everything when they probably need it the most.

zEkE!

2008-12-01T20:26:00.000-08:00

Zeke is always on the move. He rides his bike that my Aunt Linda bought him through our entire house. I know, I know, I probably shouldn't let him ride his bike in the house, but pergo was invented with kids in mind and at least I know he isn't riding his bike in the road. Zeke catches on really quickly to almost anything and loves to experience new things. Some of those things tend to be a little on the girlie side. Like putting on glitter lip gloss while hanging out with Adri's girls (Thanks Adri), wanting a pink blanket at the store or riding Lydie's pink scooter, (Thanks again Adri, I wish you luck with your little guy)! However there are those things that he likes and he catches on well too like arcade games!!! I think he gets that from his Uncle Aaron! **Look at all those tickets he is winning**

ThAnKsGiViNg!!!

2008-12-01T20:01:00.000-08:00

Thanksgiving was super yummy as usual. Mom made yams, bacon wrapped water chestnuts, turkey, stuffing, mashed potatoes, rolls and much more. Zach & Kelly brought a smoked Turkey and Kelly made stuffed mushrooms (Yum). Adri made Frog Eye Salad and Broccoli Cauliflower salad. Zach and Dad woke up early and got the pies from Marie Calendars and the feast began. My parents make every holiday memorable and this one did not let us down. Melissa got a short break from school and work and flew home on Wednesday night. Aaron wasn't there and we missed him so much but look forward to him being home for Christmas and New Years. Dad was also home, much longer than his usual one day!!! I took pictures and this is the result of our day...note that Connor jumped in every picture right before I snapped the shot:) THANKS MOM FOR ALWAYS MAKING THANKSGIVING YUMMY! YOU WORK REALLY HARD TO MAKE IT NICE FOR EVERYBODY. THANKS TO ADRI, AUDREY & KELLY FOR MAKING DISHES FOR US!

More Thanksgiving photos!

2008-12-01T19:50:00.000-08:00

Aprons By Nana!

2008-11-25T20:33:00.000-08:00

Take a look at these wonderful creations my mom has been making. She has been like a sewing maniac. She is making these aprons for sale in a cupcake store on the east side. They are for little girls, double-sided with contrast patterns, three pockets with cooking utensils included and fun buttons and embellishments. I myself could not sew anything like this nor would I want too. (I.Don't.Sew.)

She has done such a great job on them and really puts alot of time, creativity and love into these. You can also check more of them out on her blog www.nanasbloggingtoo.blogspot.com. They are $25, hurry and get one for your little baker before they are all gone for Christmas!

Happy Anniversary!

2008-11-19T19:26:00.000-08:00

On November 15th my parents celebrated their 39th Anniversary! I can't even imagine 39 years. I've been married for 5 years and it seems like damn near eternity.
Anyhow, Happy Anniversary to the best parents a girl could ask for. Your marriage and the love you have for each other awes me.
Dad, you have always shown nothing but love and respect for my mom. Even when I know you are really mad or upset with Mom, you never yell. I have never heard you call her a name or say something that would make mom ever doubt your love for her. You have always been a go getter and wanted to provide for your wife no matter what that meant you had to do. You would never dream of doing anything to jeopardize your marriage and you would stick with mom through anything. I am proud to call you my Dad and Happy Anniversary!
Mom, what can I say. You are the greatest. You love dad so much. Even when times are hard, (and I know you have had a few), you guys stick together and work as a team. You always show dad respect and love. I love how even after 39 years of marriage you still "want to look nice" when dad comes home from business trips. I admire you and Dad for the dedication and love you put into your marriage every day. I know the two of you are still so in love after 39 years. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!

CrAzY 8's!

2008-11-06T19:32:00.000-08:00

8 TV Shows I Love To Watch:
TrueBlood
Nancy Grace
Dexter
TrueBlood
American Idol
TrueBlood
TrueBlood
TrueBlood
8 Favorite Restaurants:
Sapporro (Las Vegas)
Outback Steakhouse
Lonestar
Mikado
The Dodo
Cheesecake Factory (Las Vegas, not Fashionplace)
Serranos (Phoenix)
Carvers
8 Things That Happened Yesterday:
Took Ayana to dance
My whole toenail came off for no reason
Had several Peppermint Mochas from Starbucks
Figured out my favorite Scentsy smell (Cozy Fireside)
Played with my babies
Fixed a burnt out fuse in my car
Realized my Antifreeze in my car was really low
Delivered a Scentsy order
8 Things I Am Looking Forward To:
Thanksgiving
Lulu coming home for the holidays
Christmas
New Years Eve with my family
Twilight with the girls
Being with family for the Holidays
Adri's Baby
December 4th!
8 Things On My Wish List:
Jesse getting a better paying job
Staying in my house
Continued Health for my family
My daughter becoming a successful doctor
My sons playing in the league
To be sealed to my kids
My kids to stay little and not deal with adult crap
Health and Prosperity for my entire family and their kids
8 People I Tag (but you don't have to do this if you don't want to)
Mom
Adri
Audrey
Kristy
Julia
Kelly
Lulu
Natalie

~HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!~

2008-10-31T21:43:00.001-07:00

Trick-Or-Treat, smell my feet! Today was such a great day. Mom took the day off, Audrey got off early and the kids were out of school! Mom, the kids and I met Adri and her girls for lunch. After lunch Adri took the girls out to her house and I took the boys home for a short nap because I knew we would be up a little later than usual tonight. Mom usually makes homemade chili but she did that on the night of the Treasure Hunt this year. Aaron, Dad and Jesse all were not home tonight so we decided to celebrate Halloween at Adri & Brett's this year. We had pizza and Adri made her famous milk chocolate, white chocolate and caramel rice krispies. Then we got the kids dressed in their costumes and headed out. My neighborhood does not have a lot of young families, so it was different to see how many kids were in Adri's neighborhood. It seriously reminded me of the trick-or-treating scene in E.T. when the streets are crowded with kids in costumes. It was really fun. Thanks Adri and Brett for inviting us over. I was sorry that Aaron, Dad and Jesse couldn't be there and Zach & Kelly's kids trick-or-treated with their friends in Murray. Zeke loved trick-or-treating and Kingston just rode around in the stroller with his blanket on just happy as a clam! Both Ayana and Zeke will have candy for months to come. I probably will end up throwing the majority of it away after several months of it not being eaten!

Halloween Parade!

2008-10-30T19:18:00.001-07:00

Ayana doesn't have school tomorrow so the Halloween Parade was today instead. So we ventured over to the mass chaos and watched the parade. Emmy, Mikayla and Ayana all go to the same school so that makes the parade enjoyable. Evelyn and Lydie didn't have school today so they were able to come to the parade and Evelyn even got to walk around with Mikayla. Jesse had to work and was unable to come to the parade.

After school we went to Nana's and played outside. Zeke had always loved Nana's powerwheels Jeep and had wanted to drive it for awhile but was unable to steer. Today he taught himself to steer and I couldn't get him off the Jeep after that. He literally wore down the newly charged battery! Adri had the cute idea to load the back of the jeep with Nana's pumpkins, so Farmer Zeke loaded his pumpkins and hit the road. He was funny to watch though because he was more worried about his load than steering and ran into trees several times.

~Top 10 Reasons I LOVE Where I Live~

2008-10-28T10:54:00.000-07:00

10.My floor plan!
9. My ward!
8. My cinder block privacy fence!
7. My front & Back yard!
6. My walk out basement, mother-in-law apartment!
5. My Pergo floors & no gross carpet!
4. My trustworthy, friendly, awesome & extremely fun neighbors behind us,
Jay, Ellen, Sydney, Bella & Baby Stephensen.

3. My home is in wonderful Murray and Ayana is in the Murray School District!

"Only Spartan women give birth to real men" In what movie is that line stated?
2. Audrey & Mikayla live downstairs in our mother-in-law apartment! We love you Audie & Kaykie!

1. My Mom & Dad live two houses down. My kids are in Nana & Papa heaven with my parent's living two doors down. Nana & Papa's is the central place for a lot of gatherings and all things cool. When we have dinners, it makes it easy to use my oven when mom's is full. When we run out of a necessity, it's much easier to borrow something from each other than run to the store. My siblings, nieces and nephews are there all the time and therefore, I see them all the time too. When I need to have one of my many and oh so needed talks with my mom, I can run down to her house and cry on her shoulder instead of cry all over the phone receiver. I get to see my Dad for the short time he is home because I have easy access to their house. Even the neighbor kids have started calling my mom Nana. I pray everyday that something will work out and I will be able to stay in my home. A huge knot ties my stomach up when I think of moving and leaving some many things I hold dear. I LOVE WHERE I LIVE for many reasons. The attachment I feel to this house, the area, my neighbors and my parent's living very nearby, is something I would be extremely upset to see go. I love my family and the blessings that have been giving to me and continue to be given to me.

Halloween Season!

2008-10-02T09:42:00.000-07:00

As everyone else in my family, I too love Halloween and all that comes with fall. To start the season off I thought I would try a themed dinner. Most of you who know me, know that I do not cook let alone be creative with it. So needless to say this was a real stretch for me. But I felt "not worthy" as a mom after reading Julia Earle's blog and seeing all the wonderful things she makes for her kids and all of Audrey's yummy treats she makes! So I attempted the following meal. My family said it was good but I don't know if it really was or if they just said that because they were afraid I was trying to poison them!
Witch's Brew Juice

Jack-O-Latern Sloppy Joes

Baby Cabbage Patch Kids

White Chocolate Mummy Cookies

Catching Up!

2008-09-13T11:21:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since I have blogged so let me catch up here. Ayana started her 4th grade year at Grant Elementary. She is doing really well and loves her teacher. Her grandma, (Jesse's mom), straightened her hair for the first week. It went back to being curly as soon as we washed it. She looks pretty with straight or curly hair.

~Zeke's 2nd Birthday~
Zeke celebrated his 2nd birthday in style. Uncle Zach and Aunt Kelly invited us to Park City to stay at the Canyons Resort. We went to the Mustang car show, ate really great steak, went swimming, rode the Alpine Slide and went swimming some more. Audrey created an incredible cake like a grassy hill with candy rocks and of course a Mustang on the road. It was really tasty and super cute. Audrey also made cupcakes...yummy! Zach and Kelly went out of their way to make sure Zeke had a great birthday this year. An extra special THANK YOU to Zach, Kelly and Audrey for everything they did for us! You guys made Zeke's birthday one that will be remembered for a long time.
Zeke with his remote control Mustang from Zach & Kelly!

The pirate ship from Mom & Dad!

Dinosaur from Sissy & Kinkle!

Zeke also got a basketball hoop from Papa, Nana, Audrey & Kaykie. Mustangs from Simon, Emmy & Connor. Cousin Trynity & Uncle Aaron gave him a mustang too. Thanks again everybody.

~Kingston Learns to Sit!~
Kingston is now 6 months old and is learning to sit. He struggles a little but he is coming right along. He loves to suck on his two fingers and has just recently discovered that he has feet with toes attached to them. He sucks on those too!

~Scentsy~
My mom recently became a Scentsy consultant. She has had two successful parties and I was excited to become a consultant myself to help earn some income but be able to stay at home with the kiddos. So if you are interested in scheduling a party or becoming a consultant, go to my website that they gave me www.scentsy.com/13881. Your support would be greatly appreciated.

~Buzz~
Zeke got a haircut/buzz. It's not my favorite but the good thing about hair is that it will grow out. I can't wait for the triumphant return of the faux hawk!

Blogging...What Blogging???

2008-09-12T08:47:00.001-07:00

I have unfortunately not been able to blog lately. Stay tuned, as the blogging will soon start again!

~GOLD MEDALISTS!~

2008-08-16T23:08:00.000-07:00

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~The International Spy Museum~

2008-08-08T19:18:00.000-07:00

We took the Metro into downtown Washington DC to go to the International Spy Museum. It was really crowded but so cool. It was really crazy to see all the espionage artifacts. It was a big museum and they didn't allow strollers in there. I think we could have spent more time and seen more if Zeke was not there. I would not recommend taking young kids there. They also would not let us take pictures so I had to get these off the web with strangers in them:(

POTOMAC

2008-08-08T19:13:00.001-07:00

Aunt Linda took us to the Peking Duck Restaurant. Or as Ayana would call it, "The Feast". The bring Peking Duck out to your table and cut it there for you. We also had scorching peaches that were put in toffee and ice water...it was really good. After that we made our way to the Parkway where Mount Vernon is and drove alongside the Potomac River. It is such a beautiful drive. We got out for a short while but I could only get one picture because Zeke wasn't feeling to photogenic.

~IDLEWILD~

2008-08-08T18:44:00.000-07:00

We traveled to Pennsylvania on Monday and Tuesday. We visited some really old cemeteries where ancestors are buried. Then Aunt Linda stopped and paid for us to go to Idlewild Amusement Park. I was a little nervous how Zeke would do but in true Zeke fashion he handled it like a champ. We rode several rides and played a lot of games. Mom didn't take her camera that day so she blogged about this and stole my pictures. So you can also see the same photos on www.nanasbloggingtoo.blogspot.com.
~Zeke with his cars~

~Ferris Wheel Fun~

~Dragon Ride~

~Airplanes~

~Cars~

~Doodlebug Bus~

~Aaron sharing Funnel Cake~

~VIRGINIA~

2008-08-03T19:05:00.000-07:00

Well we finally made it. Zeke was incredibly good on the plane. I was a little nervous but he did really well. We arrived in VA at 4:00 p.m. and hung out at Aunt Linda's before dinner. Sunday we hung out and I took Zeke down to the cemetery where Nanny is buried. It is only a short walk down the street. Zeke loved the walk and after visiting with Nanny we threw rocks in the creek on the cemetery grounds.

Nanny was such an incredible woman. She was an exceptional cook and made everything and anything from scratch. She worked hard raising four kids as a single mom and unfortunately had to bury her son during her life. I have never met a more caring, nurturing and loving woman besides Nanny...except Mom! We miss you Nanny and can't wait to see you again.

Throwing rocks in the creek at the beautiful cemetery where Nanny is laid to rest.

Aunt Linda took us to a Moroccan place for dinner. Lamb, chicken, salad, couscous, tea, almond cookies and Belly Dancers (Zeke's favorite part)! Zeke actually cried when she was done! He just loved her. Yummy food, family and one pretty dancer!

~ Las Vegas & Six Flags ~

2008-07-28T21:18:00.000-07:00

This weekend Ayana, mom, Aaron and me went to Las Vegas to offer some emotional support to Lulu. She is moving to AZ to attend Mortuary Science school after living in Las Vegas for 8 years. So we drove the Mustang down to her place and here is some of the adventures we had...
~The Ride Down~

~Swimming at Aunt Lulu's Pool~

~On our last day there we decided to drive to Six Flags in Valencia, CA! It was 4 1/2hours away from Vegas. We got up early and arrived at 10:00 a.m. I told Ayana she was to ride every ride we rode on. If you have ever been to Six Flags you know there are VERY few little rides. She was really nervous and I didn't make her ride some of them. She ended up riding "TATSU" which boasts "Tallest, fastest and longest flying coaster on Earth". Top speed of 62 mph, 263 feet in plunges, 17 stories and 2 minutes worth of ride. You ride that coaster facing the ground on your belly. It was really cool. She was scared to death but survived to ride Superman, accelerates to 100 mph in seven seconds before shooting straight up a 41-story tower, 6.5 seconds of weightlessness, trains free-fall straight down from the skyscraper, spans more than 900 feet across the theme park, 415 feet high. Here are the pictures from that day...
~TATSU~

~REVOLUTION, GOLIATH, Swings & The Joker~

We also visited Bonnie Springs in Las Vegas. It was a really cool petting Zoo with a lot of different animals, cowboys and hot, hot sun. The animals loved mom and her shirt which you can check out on Lulu's blog. I did not take my camera that day and only have photos on my phone. Thanks mom for such an awesome time. I know that the memories we create as a family are so very important to all of us. I only wish the whole family could have been there. All this change going on has been tough on you and I know you are very stressed with a lot of it. Hang in there and trust that everything will work our for the best. You made this weekend a crazy, fun filled weekend that all of us will never forget. Thanks Again, Love You!

~A WALK DOWN MEMORY LANE~

2008-07-22T18:51:00.000-07:00

Heres a little game! Leave a comment on my blog of a memory that you and I have had together. It doesn't matter if you've known me for a short time, or a long time, anything you remember! Next, re-post these instructions on your blog and see how many people leave a memory about you. It's actually pretty funny to see the responses. If you leave a memory about me, I'll assume you're playing the game and I'll come to your blog and leave one about you.Ready, Set, GO!

Old Memory Card!

2008-07-12T12:19:00.000-07:00

After visiting Natalie's yesterday, her extremely clean house motivated me to clean mine. So while cleaning a cabinet in the kitchen that we do not use, I found my old camera. I quickly found an excuse to quit cleaning and pulled the pictures up on my computer. Here are some of the photos that were on that old memory card!
~Mikayla & Zeke~

~Jesse & Zeke in the Rain~

~Zeke with a lot of hair~

~Ayana Cheerleading for Ute Football~

~Ayana's Baptism~

~Zeke's 1st Kiddie Pool~

~Ayana & Kaykie's tour of East High after High School Musical Filming~

~Canyon Model Shoot~

~Halloween 2007~

~First Day of 3rd Grade~

~Baby Zeke~

~Ayana finally got a sibling when we had Zeke~

Friends old & new!!!

2008-07-11T17:19:00.000-07:00

Today me and the kids were invited to my friends house for lunch and a play date. Natalie (Webb) Holley was one of my friends in Jr. High. She made a very delicious lunch for me and the kids. Ayana and Mikayla loved playing with her daughter Ashlyn and although Zeke and her boy Josh started out keeping to themselves, by the end of the day they were hugging and posing for pictures. Natalie also showered us with gifts from her Uncle's store which I think made her an instant hit with the girls! It was nice to have an old friend to talk to and catch up with and the kids were glad to make new friends. Thanks Natalie for the fun day! I can't wait to do it again really soon!

Dinosaur Museum!

2008-07-10T22:04:00.000-07:00

Today was one of those days where I did not feel like sitting home. I have been stressed a lot lately and needed to get out. Adri and I took the kids and met mom for lunch. Then we headed down to the Dinosaur Museum at Thanksgiving Point! I thought for sure Zeke would love it because his two favorite things are cars and dinosaurs. But he did not like it at all. He was afraid the whole time and wanted to be carried. What a sissy pants...

~Timpanogos Cave~

2008-07-09T21:55:00.000-07:00

The day before Lulu had to go home, she asked if I wanted to go with her and Kaykie and Ayana to Timpanogos Cave. I of course said yes. I wanted to take Zeke but Lu talked me out of it. I later thanked her several hundred times for that. We had a great time. The cave was awesome and it was nice to spend time with my little sis without any other adults. I really valued our time together that day and I love Lulu with all my heart. The girls loved the hike. Ayana complained a little but all in all it was a fun outing.

More Cave Photos...

2008-07-09T21:45:00.000-07:00

July 4th!!!

2008-07-09T21:42:00.000-07:00

This 4th of July held great memories and not so great memories. Harriett's passing really sucked. But the rest of the holiday was great. We went to the Murray Parade in the morning and we sat right out front of Starbucks, so that turned out to be really convenient. The kids loved the parade and got a lot of candy. Zeke liked the cars especially and Emmy looked beautiful on the float for Murray Royalty. Then we had a BBQ at Nana's and fireworks afterwords. It was nice to have the whole family home for the holiday! It will definitely be a 4th to remember.

Harriett...

2008-07-06T20:46:00.000-07:00

Sadly on July 4th, while watching fireworks at Nana's, Harriett got spooked and came down to Nana's for comfort. Amongst the commotion of the kids and fireworks, Harriett wondered down to the end of the street and onto the busy 6200 S. Our neighbor was coming home and stopped to tell us that she was down at the end of the street. After Audrey and Jesse searched with no Harriett in sight, I gave Kingston to Lulu and started searching too. Needless to say my search did not have to go very far. Just shy of where Jesse stopped looking, I found Harriett on the road, she had been hit by a car and had already passed when I got to her. I carried her home and Aaron and Jesse buried her in our backyard in the flowerbed. Ayana was heartbroken and has many times said she misses her dog. My mom and sisters were upset as well. Harriett was a sweet dog and as frustrating as she could be some times, I had never wished her to leave our family like that. I feel extremely guilty for her death and I could have been a better dog owner. I think it will be an awfully long time before I purchase and commit to a dog. We loved Harriett and she will be missed...

Happy 9th Birthday Ayana!

2008-07-01T19:56:00.000-07:00

Ayana had her birthday on Sunday the 29th! She wanted to take her cousins to Build-A-Bear! Then we were off to Nana's house for a BBQ! Thank you Nana and Grandpa for letting us celebrate at your house. Thanks to Jesse's family for coming and celebrating with us. It was nice to have you there, it meant a lot to Ayana. Jesse was not able to attend...again! He was in Canada on business and did not arrive home until 2:30 in the morning. Ayana got a digital camera from her grandma, clothes from mom and dad, money from Great Grandma, a handmade apron and baking utensils from Nana, polly pockets, Toys R Us gift card, Target gift card, lip gloss, bath and beauty supplies and much more. Her brother's gave her a giant pink diamond. Special thanks to Audrey and Adri for the cupcakes and awesome kids sushi! Special thanks to Nana and Grandpa for the meat!

Ayana...I love you so much and I am so proud of all you have done. Continue to be an example to your brothers and always stay close to your family! You are a beautiful girl and I can't believe you are already 9! Stay little for mom!

Car Show...

2008-06-28T21:35:00.000-07:00

Uncle Zach's and Nana's Mustangs were in a car show today in Heber City. The show was to support Breast Cancer Awareness and Aaron's company sponsored my mom's Mustang. My mom wanted us to go and show support so I loaded all the kids in the car and filled the car with expensive gas and headed off to Heber. Ayana entered a Hula-Hoop contest but sadly lost. Zeke just hung around Zach's Shelby Mustang and Nana's mustang which he thinks is his! As for Kinkle...well he slept!

My Beautiful Princess...

2008-06-25T22:55:00.000-07:00

Ayana is turning into such a pretty "very" young lady! I had Ayana when I was 21 and it was just she and I until she turned four. We are very close and she can be such a sweet soul! I have to admit that I find myself picking colors that I would not dare wear, simply because it looks great on her skin color. I know, I know that sounds silly, but it's true. Her birthday is coming up and I am so sad to see her turning 9. It feels like only yesterday that she was turning 5. One of her favorite things to do is hang out with family and she would follow me to the ends of the earth! I love her so much! This is us at the pool. You can also read about it on Adri's blog. What a great time!

My Custom Puzzle & Coffee Mug...

2008-06-25T21:00:00.000-07:00

Look what I made from http://www.mycustomphotobooks.com/! I made a 250 piece puzzle and coffee mug. My puzzle came in a cool little box and my mug is made really well. What a cool way to enjoy the people you love. I have put together my puzzle three times in one week. The software was easy to use and I had a hard time deciding on only two things to buy!

Bird Bath!

2008-06-21T21:39:00.000-07:00

The other night while down at Nana's...Mr. Man and Zeke took turns drinking and playing in the Bird Bath in the flowerbeds. And yes, even Zeke took a sip from the bird bath after he saw Mr. Man take a sip. It was cute one time but I told Zeke he could only play in it and only the kitty was allowed to drink from it.

Sprinkler Park...

2008-06-18T22:55:00.000-07:00

Today I made my way out to Herriman to Adri's house. We met at Chick-Fil-A for lunch and then decided to venture over to the park where there are a bunch of different sprinklers that will spray the kids. It was really crowded, I guess I am not used to that many kids in a neighborhood. Anyway, Ayana was all for getting in the water. Evelyn and Mikayla wanted to play on the non water playground. Lydia and Zeke only wanted to sit on the towels. After the water park Adri and her family and Audrey and Mikayla and me and my kids ate dinner at my house. With Brett being the only male with three women and lots of kids, it reminded me of polygamy. I love my sister wives...HeHe!

I Love You...

2008-06-18T22:43:00.001-07:00

Mom, you are the best mother and nana anyone could ask for. You are always there for your kids and grandkids. Your needs and own personal issues always come last and your compassion and love for your family amazes me. I am so blessed to have you in my life! My kids adore you and look forward to seeing you each and every day! I love you with all me heart, forever, Heather Jane!

Ayana is Blogging!

2008-06-17T22:24:00.000-07:00

Tonight after I had done what little updates to my blog I had, Ayana got on the computer and wanted to read my blog. I ventured into my room to read The Host and shortly after she came in and asked me how to spell something. I asked why she wanted to know and she said she was writing on Lulu's blog. She had found her way to Lulu's blog from my Family and Friends list. Then I asked her if she wanted to start her own blog and she about jumped out of her PJ's. So needless to say, I helped her, but she picked the design and does all the wording on her own. She also designed her own IPOD and playlist. You can link from my list or here is her address: http://ayanablogs.blogspot.com. Check it out!

Happy Father's Day!

2008-06-15T21:16:00.000-07:00

Happy Father's Day Jesse!

Jesse is out of town on business today:( We missed him so much. When we called him this morning he was eating at the hotel Denny's! Gross! Jesse is such a great dad. Our kids just adore him and are always eager to capture his attention. We love you and can't wait for you to come home!

Goodness Gracious Great Balls of Fire...

2008-06-14T23:52:00.000-07:00

I am sure Nana is blogging about this right now, so if you view her blog, just expect the same post. That's what happens when we are always together! Anyway, Nana & Papa have an awesome backyard with a fire pit that we have used many times. Aaron gets the fire going and then we chat and laugh and chat and laugh a lot more! Once the fire calms down, we break out the smores! YUMMY! What a great way to create family memories! At tonight's fire pit, we even had the Soffes stop by and we got to enjoy their company!

Buddies!

2008-06-14T23:31:00.000-07:00

Lately Zeke has taken such a liking to his Uncle Aaron. Zeke follows Uncle Aaron around and copies whatever Aaron does. Zeke loves cars so a couple days ago Uncle Zach gave Zeke a diecast Shelby Mustang that looks exactly like Zachs. Zeke loved it! It is more of a model car and is proudly displayed on the boys dresser in their room. Then a couple nights after that, Uncle Aaron gave Zeke a custom suburban RC Car. The RC car was a little advanced for Zeke but with a little driving lessons from Aaron, Zeke had the car rolling in no time.

Then tonight during our fire pit, Zeke had to sit on Aaron's lap and drive his hot wheels on his Uncle. I just love to sit back and watch the two of them when they don't think I am watching. You can see the love and interest they have for each other. How great is it that my sons have such incredible Uncles to be there for them!

Zeke's Surgery!

2008-06-12T18:10:00.000-07:00

UPDATE...I was scared half to death today when changing Zeke's diaper. His poor privates were so swollen they were barely recognizable. Not to mention his diaper had some blood. I called his doctor immediately and she told me to watch it. 30 minutes later, another diaper change due to Zeke complaining of pain, and to my utter disgust, Zeke's diaper was full of blood. I rushed right up to the Dr. I was told that Zeke had developed a blood clot and they needed to squeeze his privates to fix it. After much agony and screaming by Zeke, they wrapped it up really tightly and sent us to roam PCMC for 30 minutes to see how it did. After another review the Dr. sent us home and told me to take the bandage off in two days. If the blood clot came back after that they would need to go back in for surgery, undue the stitches, fix the bleeding, then restitch. The Dr. stated that he thought we wouldn't have to do that and it is rare to have the clot come back again, however, a clot in the first place only happens to less than 1% of boys. So keep Zeke in your prayers.

Zeke had surgery on Monday at Primary Children's. The official term was "repair of incomplete circumcision and excision of lesions". Jesse and I chose to have our boys circumcised right after they are born. Zeke's never really looked right. His pediatrician at the time of the first circumcision was Dr. Mark Templeman. To make a really long and graphic story short, it never looked like it was even done in the first place and he had some painful things that had to be done a couple times. Six months after that I changed pediatricians to the wonderful Dr. Paul Ferreira, (thanks Adri). He explained to me that he thought Zeke had a fat pad above his privates and that is why he didn't looked circumcised. Everything will look better when he slims out. Well that is what we were going with until May of this year. Dr. Ferreira looked at it again and changed his mind stating that the first circumcision was not performed correctly and Zeke needed to see a Urologist now because of his age.

So after taking Zeke to see Dr. Chad Wallis, Zeke was scheduled for surgery. At this stage Zeke had to be put to sleep and needed stitches. We were at the hospital from 10:00 a.m. to 3:15 p.m. for the surgery. He wasn't allowed to eat anything all morning so he was very cranky. I tried to keep him entertained as long as possible. The nurses finally decided to give him Valium to calm him down. I know it is not supposed to be funny, but is was so funny to see him react. He started saying Hi to everybody and smiling really big! The pictures of him with the "drunk" look on his face are after the Valium kicked in. He is recovering very well at home and I am glad it is all over! He was a very brave boy!

Girls Just Wanna Have Fun!

2008-06-12T10:30:00.000-07:00

I volunteered to take Evie and Lydie while Adri worked a wake for Starks Funeral Parlor. Unfortunately if I agree to baby sit, Audrey ends up babysitting too. Because we live in the same house, it is virtually impossible to keep the kids separated. Audrey was a good sport about the whole thing. So last night we had Ayana, Mikayla, Evie, Lydie and our neighbors Sydnie and Bella over. As hectic as 6 girls can be, it is great to see them all bonding and I know the time Ayana spends with her cousins is so important to her development as a person.

All we were missing was Emmy! We love you Emmy Rose!

Friends Past & Present!

2008-06-08T10:00:00.000-07:00

In school I had this friend, Natalie Webb. Her sense of humor was awesome and she was always so down to earth. Unlike a lot of my other friends. She excelled at basketball and she could be counted on whenever you needed her. Although our friendship became a little more distant in our High School years, and became non-existent after high school, memories of a friend were kept in my mind.

After my mom and other family members started blogging, Natalie wandered upon their blogs and shortly after I started blogging, she contacted me. I was thrilled! It was so nice to hear from her and read her blog to get caught up on the families we have created for ourselves. We still have so much in common in weird and "twilight zone like" ways. I look forward to continuing to catch up with her and having our kids meet soon. Natalie is one of those girls I don't mind having a friendship with. For those of you who know me, I don't get along with other females real well. Thank goodness for Natalie, Shari, Kristy & Jesi! Natalie, I hope you don't kill me for this picture!

To my BFF's, and you know who you are, nobody will ever take the place of you guys!

Bar-B-Que!

2008-06-01T22:34:00.000-07:00

It is always so nice to have a BBQ at Nana & Grandpa's house! The meat is seasoned and grilled to perfection by the men, and the sides and desserts are made by the women! I love to have these BBQ's at my parent's house. My family is so incredible and I never get tired of being around them.

X, / or Gutter?

2008-06-01T22:06:00.000-07:00

Audie, Nana and I took the girls bowling today. We had such a good time. Always up for some friendly competition, we each bet $1.00. I won with a score of 106 and collected my booty of $5.00. Mom won the second game with a score of 110. The girls are actually pretty good little bowlers. Shortly before leaving to Hawaii, Evelyn wanted Nana to wear her Speed Racer bracelet so she wouldn't forget Evie while they were gone. It brought Nana good luck Evie!

Mr. Man

2008-05-31T11:57:00.001-07:00

Mr. Man is our very strange cat. He was given to us by the Sphynx breeder my mom got her cats from. He is the type of sphynx you breed with a hairless sphynx to get a completely hairless cat. His walk is like an English Bulldog and his personality...well that's a little "one brick short of a full load", if you know what I mean.

She Loves Me..She Loves Me Not..She Loves Me!

2008-05-31T11:47:00.000-07:00

Ayana and Mikayla have always been really close friends. Audrey rents our basement apartment from us so Mikayla and Ayana are together alot! I also have babysat Mikayla since she was in Kindergarten. She is such a sweet girl! We love having her with us everyday. We often joke that the girls have a love/hate relationship where they will be arguing and not wanting to play with each other one minute and the very next second, they are best friends again! They both are very strong willed and stubborn, but they both can be incredibly sweet girls! We love you Kaykie!

The Music Man!

2008-05-31T11:41:00.000-07:00

For those of you who know Jesse, he loves music. He will proudly tell you he has over 7000 songs on his IPOD. He is always listening to music. Jesse also has a knack for producing music. His instrumentals are really quite good. I can't really say I like the huge headphone look but it seems to work for him. Somebody should tell him you are suppose to put them on your ears though!

Summer!!!

2008-05-31T11:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the last day of school. Ayana is on traditional school where they are out all summer and don't go back until the fall. Shortly after school was out Ayana and Mikayla ventured over the cinderblock fence to our neighbors house. Sydney and Bella are always willing to play. The girls love to jump on their trampoline and I love the fact that Ayana has friends that I can see from my backyard and playing is only a short climb over the fence! Pray for me the next 90 days!

My 1st Wifebeater!

2008-05-29T20:55:00.000-07:00

Zeke got his first pack of wife beater tank tops today. He thinks he is so cool in them! When Jesse saw what I had bought, he simply rolled his eyes...I think he is just jealous that he doesn't look that good in his wife beaters. Everyday I look at my little baby and see him looking more and more like a little boy!

The Adult Men In My Life!

2008-05-28T14:45:00.000-07:00

All of the adult men in my life have a special place in my heart!

Brett: What more could a sister ask for than a brother-in-law that totally rocks! I really enjoy the special comedic bond we share. I am glad that you can dish it out as well as you can take it! I love you!

Aaron: We have always been really close. I am so proud of you! You are an inspiration to more people than you could know. Nobody understands me quite like you Virgil. I love you!

Zach: You are such an incredibly smart person. Thank you for your concern and caring advice. You would give your right arm to somebody if they needed it. I am forever grateful for many things but especially teaching Zeke all about Mustangs! I love you!

Dad: Where do I even begin? You are freakin awesome. Your talents are neverending and the fatherly role you play for Jesse is amazing. Thank you for all your guidance and love. You are the Man! I love you!

Jesse: The past 11 years have seemed liked eternity...JK! I love you so much. Thank you for being such an awesome dad to our kids. Being away from them almost every week I know is hard on you. Thank you for working so hard so that I can stay home with them. That means more to me than you could ever know. I Love You!

Beautiful Daughter!

2008-05-28T14:38:00.001-07:00

Our beautiful daughter, Ayana Marshae Griffin is in her last week of school and has completed the third grade. We are so proud of how hard she has worked this year to improve in her reading and math. What a lovely young lady she is turning into. Everyday she and I will share some special private conversation where both of us come away either laughing or having learned something.

Kinkle!?!

2008-05-28T14:12:00.000-07:00

During my pregnancy Jesse and I had a hard time with a name for the baby. When we finally named him Kingston in the hospital, Nana and everybody else for that matter wanted to know what his nickname would be. If you know our family at all we are famous for nicknaming members of our family. Papa seems to have a knack for putting those nicknames into songs about his grandkids. I thought we lucked out when nobody could think of a nickname for Kingston. Then one day when mom and I were in the car and Kingston was no longer enjoying the ride and began crying, Nana proceeded to try to calm Kingston by saying, "There, there Kinkle", which was followed by Nana laughing hysterically at herself. So needless to say, ever since then Kingston has become known as "Kinkle". Thanks Nana...I think!

Zekes New Fauxhawk!

2008-05-28T14:03:00.000-07:00

Zeke received his first haircut when he was a 1 1/2. I did not want to have his haircut originally but after much resistance I had it done. Now he has his hair cut every six weeks. Zeke was born with a ton of curly hair and it grows fast. His new fauxhawk is the shortest it has ever been but I think he looks like a pimp!

Boys in the Bath!

2008-05-28T13:48:00.000-07:00

Sometimes mornings can be hectic, especially when both of your boys have pee'd out of their diapers. Yesterday morning was one of those days. Zeke and Kingston woke up soaking wet and needed baths. I had a lot to do that morning and not much sleep to go on so I decided to not waste time by bathing the boys seperately. As you can tell, Zeke loved the idea but Kingston wasn't so keen on the idea!

And the Award goes to...

2008-05-28T13:31:00.000-07:00

Ayana and Mikayla won awards at their Elementary. Ayana won the Personal Achievement Award for meeting and exceeding her personal goals for the school year. Mikayla won the Magnificent Musicianship Award for her dedication the the musical arts. They were both so excited and it was nice to see them receive their awards. Fortunately Jesse was home this week and was able to be there as well.